Oh my, it finally happend... i am now feeling so sad and disapointed in myself for the weight i have carried since my first pregnancy and now im just gaining more!! I went to find an outfit for my shower in march and i just wanted to cry.. my arms seem to have just swelled up, im the biggest ive ever been and i know im carring this precious gift inside me but i also let myself go and now i see it!! Ugh i am gonna start walking more tomorrow and not stop or make excuses but it just feels like im at the point of not returning back to my norm... ugh!!! Wish i seen this sooner cause im already feeling back pains and i dont want that to keep me from walking or being active!
